october, 5th - murdered a saint

we found you lying

on dead end street

with your hands all

tied around your neck

and your feet

wearing nailgloss

you were looking like a

murdered saint

flickering traffic lights

don´t mean much to you

no more

they tell us the story

of a once dark night

with your shirt tugged off

in the freeze of a

barbarian cold night

you were looking like

a murdered saint

they gave you 21 years

to live

and 2 days to die

so what could you

possibly do

but prepare your death

all for a living

in the world

according to us

there is no unjustified death

for each life has its purpose

and meaning

they gave you 21 years

and about me -

i don´t wonder

no more

whether it be 22

or 22 more